Wednesday, October 15, 2008

You can't possibly love me

You Cant possibly love me
Why would you do that to yourself
Don’t you see that I am not deserving
Incapable and unwilling to return the sentiment
Honest about my inability to commit
Incapability to focus
Inhibitions to decide
Decide on what I want need or deserve
Unclear about everything except that I am not who you should love
Just because I am a good person doesn’t mean I am good for you
Don’t you see?
I can’t go thru this again
Hurting you is like hurting myself
With the break of every heart by my hands, I suffer ten times fold
And I am not sure that I am strong enough to break your heart
But I fear the possibility is too great
I can’t take that chance
Don’t love me, because I am still serving my sentence for my past actions
And I don’t want to add on my hard time
My hearts a prison but you still want in
Don’t you see that you are trying to break into jail
I am just trying to protect you and protect me
This is not where you want to be
I am not what you see
The danger lies deeper but you are too blinded to see
I am throwing away the key and protecting this fort from all intruders
Because I know something that you don’t
You should not fall in love with me

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